I got into work at 9am.

Started up what I needed to, responded to some notes that were left, we were lending the BBQ to (Smucker’s)Bicks Pickles for their employee bbq , so I seen they’d returned the form they had to fill in, didn’t see OR read anything about the deposit, and couldn’t find all of the product they’d wanted.

So I called the Port manager Annnnnngie :) she’s my new saviour. lol She was in last night and brought the extra product they asked for, and they were still 6 bxs short till tomorrow. So I went about the call with Angie asking her about the bank deposits and she then told me not to worry that she would be in to help me after the delivery and help me recieve the delivery into the computer ;)After hanging up with her I went to the front safe to balance the coin, it was under by $97 so now I had to figure out where it went……So I went to the back safe, got the key, turned it and waited the 10 min to open. Opened it and pulled the two previous nights cash bags out and checked over the X & Z reads and Batch reports and noticed that the one bag was over by almost that exact amount.. So I took the cash from there, balanced the cash to the exact amount read on the batch report and stuffed it all back into the safe and locked’er back up. Then put the 97 in the front safe to balance that out to the $300 it’s suppose to be at ALL times. So tomorrow I will let Angie know the change I made in the cash bags, it’s what she’s said to do so I’m not fretting that one bit.

And got a lovely suprise today. That’s another $25 out of my pay already.. lmao Our orders finally arrived after I was told that the order wasn’t coming in AT ALL..Gotta love that eh? Well I’m coming out of the bathroom this morning before opening the store. And along comes this girl with a box in her hand from Avon. Well I’m thinking on one hand WoOt, then again on the other I’m thinkin shit! I gotta fork out another $25. lol Ohh well I Really wanted the anket-toe ring and the matching earings. But I don’t remember ordering the 5 toe ring set.. lmao But I do remember thinking about it.. haha. Cause I only liked two of the rings.. lol I gave one to Jennah and she loves it.. hehe it fits her lil finger so perfectly. :luv
So now I’ll have to visit the dentist the afternoon of Sept 8th and then give Kelly my cash when I start my shift…

Ahhhh Lets hope tomorrows shift runs smoothly. Cause crappers I can’t go for another yucky stressful day at work.. :lol KELLY COME HOME ALREADY!

I’m still annoyed and upset with Amber. And not sure when I’ll be ready to accept the apology she owes me. And I honestly don’t even think she means them anymore. I’ve never understood how a person can lash out for no reason at all but they’re moody, and just lash out to ppl who are sharing in a conversation and expressing their opinions to things that are being talked about. And never understood, how those ppl think that they’re the only ones who count. Their views and opinions are the only ones that matter. And I’m tired of taking that kind of shit from ppl. I’m tired of allowing a rudly stated “sorry” cover up what they said OR did. And I need to start looking at myself the way they do. And say Fuck It!

I’ve done it before to ppl, and ppl that were there for me in more ways than Am has ever been. She doesn’t respect ppl, doesn’t appreciate anything, and has worked for nothing she has, and yet I’m suppose to be concerned about how she’s feeling, how she takes things that have been said Or done to her. And forget all of the things she’s ever said OR done to me. Adn she will swell on the little things, most of which I had no control over, being that yes, I’m not her REAL mother. But yet I was good enough for everything else that a mother does for a child. And to think I’ve brought myself down because of that. WTF was I thinking?