It’s almost over Thank Fucking Goodness!! hahaha

For starters, Friday I worked a 12-8pm shift. Which wasn’t that bad, it was fairly busy. Near the end of the night(closing) I couldn’t get the front safe to open for about 30 minutes I tried. Finally it opens I clear the cash out and carry on with closing.

Saturday….

I get to work a lil late. All is well I get right to work. At 1pm Mer left to go to her other job, then 2pm Lynnda left to go home. Well doesn’t it get super busy after they’ve gone. :S yep yep! Sure shit it does.

I screwed up on a ringing a customer threw she was really great about it though, I call Lynnda and she came in for an hour to help out, man I was so flustered. So after all was calm Lynnda went home <3

I was preparing to close, when again the front safe wouldn't open.. I was getting so pissed. I was done at 6pm and it's now going on 6:30pm and as I'm bent down near the safe.. Booooooom! There goes the power in the store, then on again and finally Off! So there we are. All three stores(and the rest of the town) sitting with no power. So this now means my day got a whole lot shittier...............So now I have to call Kelly, and see what ALL I have now to do. So I have to clear out the merchandisers & stack it all in the back freezer. That was exhausting. Then I got a call from Rob our head boss, he called to make sure I had everything done. Then called Kelly back to make sure it was ok for me to leave, she tells me yes, but I had to leave our #’s with the other stores in case of another outtage. So I did that. It was kinda fun though with the 4 of us gals goofing off in the dark.. lol with one Flashlight for all 4 of us to do our thing.. lol So finally i was able to get the fuck out of there by 9pm. Then had to be in early today to get the puters up and running after calling Kelly again to see how. Then I find out our front safe’s batteries may be dead that may be the reason it’s locking back up instantly. So I go buy some batteries and sure enough that was the problem. And lucky me Lynnda was bringing back our tent as I was opening and she helped me re-stock the merchandisers. <3

The rest of the day went rather smoothly. Thankfully. I go in tomorrow and then will enjoy 3 nice days off. Back in for Friday and then the weekend off. Ooo how I’m looking forward to that. B)

Still not talking to Am. Specially with no apology. Shit what the hell does she think of me. Really. All I got from her was “I hate not talking to you!” WTF is that? Ooo well her loss, I cant’ bend that far anymore. The only person that seems to hurt from any of this shit is me. And I’m tired, just soo tired of so much in my life, I wanna know what it’s like to be happy with less worries than I have to burden me. And half the problems around aren’t even mine. They’re other ppls that get plopped onto me. And like a stupid idiot I take them on. And it’s running me into the ground. I’m tired of being made to feel as if my issues and problems are below EVERYONE elses. When why is it that their problems get brought to me as if they’re mine then?

Ooo well I just need stop worry about everyone else so much and focus on Jennah and I. Jay is always trying to make me feel guilty for what he chooses to do for me. Like rides to work etc. And I just don’t get it. I haven’t done any of that to him. I mean I can start listing the things that he’s done to me. But that would take all night. I have to stop letting ppl make me feel guily ALL The time. :(