I have had so much stuff going on in my life in the last 9 months..

First of all Jay and I splitting up which seemed to take us on some downward spiral into so many things, and it was getting bad, we couldn’t be in the same room for a minute without having something negative to say to one another. We tried to deal with one another to get caught up on some bills, although neither of those turned out well..

So as of March 7th my birthday. I’ve been in my own awesome little apartment. It’s so cozy and ME! I’d started to move in on the 6th but wasn’t able to get the beds here so I had to stay at Jays another night.. Then once moved in on the 7th I went grocery shopping and got some of the main things I needed for my fresh start..
Later that night I got a phone call that my mother was in the ICU and on life support because she had Kidney failure, and was told that I needed to get there ASAP because they weren’t sure if you would make it or not..So here I am trying to get there eventually doing so. They put her on Dialisis and she was then taken off of life support because she was now stable and breathing on her own It ended up she’d had Kidney failure, a heart attack, and almost 2 weeks later they find that she’d also suffered a massive stroke as well. They’ve now moved her back to her home city and in a regular ward. I’ll try to get to see her whenever I can.. I’ve had so many things going on in my life lately. With the moving and settling in which really hasn’t taken me to long to do. I’ve still got some stuff to hang on my walls. It’s so bright and cheery in here, I wake with a smile each day.
Jennah loves it here too, there’s a large yard, a front and back entrance and a nice little deck for us. The neighbours below so far seem really nice and it’s a nice little walk to downtown, it’s a 20-25 minute hike for Jennah to school which isn’t a bad walk at all. We manage it well. :)

I start class again tomorrow morning after I drop Jennah @ school, and am looking for a new job. Things will slowly but surely continue to look up for me. I’ve gotta have that faith, Jenn has been a big help once again <3 her daddy got me a nice lil kitchen table set that matches my cutsie lil kitchen and an arm chair that sort of matches my couch. I couldn’t be more at ease.. Well I could I’m sure.. But at this moment I am content with my life.

I am now on high speed internet too, so there shouldn’t be many more excuses as to why I haven’t written. I don’t have as much stress and/OR feel down as much. I have my moments still with what’s gone on I still have that negative thinking I need to try and shake.. But I will and must set some kind of routine to write in here more..
I do miss it ALOT.. I miss doing alot of the things that use to ease me a bit..

~Jeweazle.