Sooo many things going on in my life lately..Have me so up and down..
Too much stress.. Too much thinking and too many things going wrong.. I’ve been finding myself feeling really down, and only wanting to sleep when I get home from class.. Jennah and I have been sick with colds these past couple weeks. And with me feeling so down about bills and rent etc. I just don’t have much drive for anything. I’ve been putting resumes out and hearing nothing back, which is stressing me out as well.

I HATE this town and want OUT so very very badly. I’ve lost my appetite and have had to force myself to eat.
Jay’s been working, and says he’s going to help take some of the stress off, and going to start helping me with money more. I REALLY need that right now..

I’m also hoping I get this job at the nursing home Stephie works in.. Then I can slowly make my move to the Hammer again.. I’m just hoping it’ll be somewhere I will feel safe and secure with Jennah, and can have her in a not so HUGE school where she can still feel like she has the comfort zone to do as well as she is in the school she’s attending now. I would hate to see a bigger city school damage her love for learning..

TO BE CONTINUED……………………………………….