I’ve been extremely happy these past few weeks.

I’m working, things have been working out in my budget to allow me to catch up on bills I was behind in, and get Jennah what she needs, as well as managing to get myself some new work attire XD WoOt! *sigh* It’s been nice. I picked up this really nice wool coat at Suzy sheer for $90, more then I wanted to spend but after trying on what felt like 10 different coats I decided I loved this one the fit is perfect XD

It’s great how things are flowing for me right now, although there are still some sticky parts that need to be addressed and put to sleep for good.

I will Survive

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you’re back from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with that, that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second you’d be back to bother me.

Oh now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, you’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble? Do you think I’d lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll be alive.
I’ve got all my life to live,
I’ve got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

(SOLO)

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart,
I’m tryin’ hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feelin’ sorry for myself,
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new
I’m not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by and you expect me to be free,
But now I’m saving all my lovin’ for someone who’s lovin’ me,

Oh now go, walk out the door.
Just turn around now, you’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble? Do you think I’d lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love I know I’ll be alive,
I’ve got all my life to live,
I’ve got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

Finally back to feeling great, how can I not. I got a good job, only part time for now but I’m gonna work my ass off for full time, possibly a transfer back to the city to be closer to my bitches<3

Thankies to my bitch Nicole, she hooked me up with the job, she sent me the email to my regional manager, so I emailed my resume, and he got back to me within mins telling they’d be notifying candidates soon. So that took about a week and a half. Then I had an over the phone interview which seemed to go great, then he said he’d let me know when he’d be setting up in person interviews. So he called me back set up a time for that and then had the interview on the 18th, I felt that the interview went awesome.I was really confident leaving the interview. :)

Then I get a call the next day saying I got the job and he’d let me know when I start. I started on Weds and I wasn’t able to learn alot because our branch of The Cash Store is new and was a lil behind on opening. So I spent 3 days learning what I could  by just my manager(great guy) telling me what he could in between deliveries and work men. lol But I’m loving it so far. And tonight is a night where my bitches and I are going to celebrate Jenns bday which was on Weds ;) and the start of me new job!! WoOt!

And it’s feeling really good. I’ve been back to my happy-go-lucky self lately, guess ya can’t keep me down for too long eh? lol WoOt! Things with Evan are out there I suppose who knows what he wants, he still calls me daily, and mentions he’d like to come see me.  We’ve not seen each other in 3 weeks… View the rest of this entry…