I’m so bad, I’ve been meaning to make this entry for some time now, but keep getting side tracked or too lazy to get my thoughts and fingers on the same page.. lol I’ve been so happy these past few months. I’ve never been happier, aside from the day Jennah was born. :) <3

I’m truly enjoying the time that Evan and I spend together, he treats me so good and makes me feel so special. We’re almost inseparable, even with the hour and a half distance between us :( He spends, I think too much on coming to see me through the week. We see each other every weekend and although I love how much I get to see him and would love to see him everyday, I’m good with knowing that it’s expensive to see each other more than that. But it is his choice, and I let him have that ;) We’re always out and about doing something or other, it’s been an active dating process and we both seem to be loving it. We just went to the Toronto Zoo last weekend…… It was Jennah and I’s first time there a little surprise from Evan.. hehe He’s just too cute. It was Evan, his daughter Eden, his brother and Jennah & I. Very great day over 200 pictures taken that day.. lmao

Last week Ev and I had a sort of heart-to-heart about our “relationship” it’s a lil, ummm unusual the way we classify ourselves. We’re dating I’m not his gf nor is he my bf yet. Fucked I know. We’re both just a lil leary and nervous of pushing things along too fast, but yet we spend SO much time together and have a pretty serious thing going here. He’d told me that a month into us dating he had feelings for me, that I’m the most wonderful, caring woman he’s ever had the pleasure of knowing *blush* And that he’s scared and doesn’t want to hurt me, but yes we’ve been pretty serious for the most part. And had both agreed that neither of us have any other interest(s) and only wanted the company of each other.

At first I was a little taken back by the whole saying we weren’t in a “relationship” so to say, but Yes dating. We still both come out with saying the other is our bf/gf when speaking of one another.. lol He just said that he’s fearful of losing what we’re building, he thinks of me as his best friend, but IF say, a year down the road something happens, we break up. He not only loses a girlfriend but his best friend too. But seeing a future with me at the same time. I seem to have really taken him by surprise the way I am as a person, he’s always expecting an argument or something, and has asked me if I’m for real, or when I’m going to change.. And I’ve told him, I’m sorry, what you see is what you get! I’m an easy going person and so far I’ve seen no reason to be that way, and I wont be a bitch and nag or bitch, but I’ll simply want to discuss an issue with you IF I come upon one. *shrugs*  I do simply adore this boy and have been completely swept off my feet. He’s so many things I’ve looked for or wanted in a guy, and more. We’re a lot alike in many ways and we get along so well, laugh tons and seem to be on the same page.

Incredibly sweet and someone I’m not use to for sure, for Mother’s Day he got me a sweet card, Balloons and two mini rose bushes. :) The for finishing my course, after all the stresses I had near the end I stuck it out, he surprised me Jennahs birthday party weekend with 3 bouquets of flowers *blushies* He’s helped me out here and there with things I’ve needed and with Jennahs birthday party. He’s just Amazing! I honestly never thought I’d meet someone like him, but I’m so VERY happy I did, I’ve been beaming since our first date.

I could sit here and go on and on. But for now this will be all I ramble about. hehe I have to get ready for Jennahs school trip to Marineland tomorrow I’m a volunteer parent, she wanted me to go so bad.. hehe. So I agreed :) We’re both excited. I’ve got a ton of photos from the Zoo to work with, and now I’ll get me a ton from Marineland to work with ;) Can’t wait!