I seem to have so much to say all the time, atleast to myself in my own head. I get the urge and sit down to vent it all out in here, and FUCK it never happens for me. OR I tend to get a draft going and get up and walk away leaving it forever, then turning off the pc and then never getting back to that entry, and when I do I read it and so much more has gone on and the entry seems pointless to me.

I need to get my shit together. I have so much going on and so much stressing me out I feel like I’m in a downward spiral.. *sighs* There’s so much I need to do, and so much I want to do and yet I can’t find the strength within to feel like I can do it. :(