And it’s feeling really good. I’ve been back to my happy-go-lucky self lately, guess ya can’t keep me down for too long eh? lol WoOt! Things with Evan are out there I suppose who knows what he wants, he still calls me daily, and mentions he’d like to come see me.  We’ve not seen each other in 3 weeks… He was goin’ to come last night but he worked till about 630pm was tired and had to drive 40 mins to get his daughter, then from T.O to hear it’s 2 hrs so he wouldn’t be here till late so I told him he didn’t have to come. So he didn’t. lol He didn’t call either though like I’d ask him to do to let me know what he decides.  So whatever, he replied to the text I sent him this mornin’ sayin Eden was up all night. And haven’t heard from him since.. lol Messed up, I mean sure I ge that he’s got a lot going on but come on it takes a min to reply to my text. So I’ve been workin’ really hard to get myself back on my happy track, and not letting this shit with Evan get me down. He’ll make comments when he calls askin’ if I have company, and he’s asking this late in the evening, knowing I’m not like that. It’s weird as hell I tell you, he called me on Friday night at 1230am woke me up askin’ what I was up to, I said I was sleeping, I fell asleep on my couch watchin’ a movie, so he then asks if I have company,, lmao wtf? I say no, then he asks if I’m sure I’d like to see him tomorrow(saturday) I said ya if he’d still like to come. Then he asks me again, “are you sure you don’t have company?”. LOL

Weird, he breaks up with me, then continues to ask me jealous types of questions. I don’t get it. I care about him but I can’t let him get me down. Some think I’m silly for wanting to see him still, but I would if it’s possible like to work on whatever it is we’re going through. But at the same time, I’m good if we don’t. I have so much to focus on that I can’t let that get to me, I start my new job on Weds and I’m super excited about it. XD I thank my bitch Nicole for helping me get this job, I’ll be a loan associate/officer for a loan company called The Cash Store, it’s opening up here in town which worked out so perfectly since I’m still STUCK here.. lmao It’s only part time though so my plan is to work my ass off and get a good repore so that I can get a transfer to another location XD hehe Things have really come about for me in the last few weeks, at first it all went to shit then boom it starts rising back up again. I’m not struggling money-wise right now, I just got a job, for a good wage and great location it’s right up the street from me, maybe a 5 min walk. hehe How perfect? It’s an office setting which I’m sure I’ll enjoy, that will be new for me.. teehe But I’m excited as hell about it.  I had the phone interview, then the regional manager called and set up a in person interview, and it went awesome. Within the first 5 mins he stopped and told me that already in such a short time he likes me, I have the type of personality they look for which is my bubbly, happy-go-lucky smiliness. I’m very personable he said. He told me he felt really comfortable with him and I felt so comfortable with him as well. So yah I’m obviously really excited to start, my first shift is Weds 9-3pm.

I Can’t wait!