I will Survive

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin’ I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you’re back from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with that, that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second you’d be back to bother me.

Oh now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, you’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble? Do you think I’d lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll be alive.
I’ve got all my life to live,
I’ve got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

(SOLO)

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart,
I’m tryin’ hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feelin’ sorry for myself,
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new
I’m not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by and you expect me to be free,
But now I’m saving all my lovin’ for someone who’s lovin’ me,

Oh now go, walk out the door.
Just turn around now, you’re not welcome anymore.
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumble? Do you think I’d lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love I know I’ll be alive,
I’ve got all my life to live,
I’ve got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…

I am so in love with my cover up, which still isn’t finished but it looks so much better than it was.. I’m going back in a few weeks or so to get it finished.. I really can’t wait to get the rest done and coloured, I just have to wait to see how I heal. WoOt.. I almost blacked out through it though because I hadn’t eaten and I could feel I was weak even before we started, about an hour before we started actually.. But I thought I’d be fine, guess I thought wrong.. So I got Mark to take a break till I felt that feeling pass.. Didn’t take to long, then back to inkin’ me..

I’ve still got a ton of homework due tomorrow, Snap I’m so not in the mood to do it. I feel like just poppin’ in a movie, veggin and enjoying the afternoon. But I know I can’t do that just yet. I have to get my ass reading the chapters that are due. I may sneak a nap in first though cause I didn’t sleep well last night. Then up early this morning with the flooring guys putting in the carpet for the ex in laws.. Grrrr, couldn’t they have waited until tomorrow when I had to get up early? Ooooh of course not. lmao
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Now playing: Train - Meet Virginia
via FoxyTunes

hehe YAY I LOVE IT!

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Now playing: Collective Soul - The World I Know
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I’ve gone and done something I honestly never thought I’d ever see myself doing.. I joined this site called. My Free Implants, yep I said it.. I seen it on the Tyra Banks talk show and figured its gotta be a ligit site if she’s hosting it on her show.. So I checked it out, and what it is, Men who want to help woman in their quest for bigger breasts will donate $ to ones who they feel are more deserving or more appealing to them etc.. But there is no outside contact allowed other than the site.. Each message a girl gets on her profile is worth a $1 and then they can donate to you as well..

Now of course there are men out there that will donate for explicit pictures(not something I’m about to do) And that’s all up to the girl in what she feels comfy to do.. I joined it on Thursday evening.  View the rest of this entry…

*sigh* I’m so happy it’s the weekend. And it so happens I’m not doing the early morning work out tomorrow morning.. hehe yay! I don’t think I could handle that just yet, I need to slowly build up to that I think :P We’re going to a party tomorrow night, so I have time to get my homework finished tonight, I have some creative writing that’s due(the rough copy) on Monday and some novel questions on Dracula along with a short story questionnaire.. Umm and a couple other small things. So I have enough to fill into my evening tonight. & just bum about in my jammerz and enjoy a relaxing Friday night, smoke a joint or two. ;) I can also then put together whatever the hell I’m going to wear out tomorrow night.. I think I have an idea but I wont know for sure until I try it on.. lmao And probably then just read some more Dracula before heading to beddies.. :D View the rest of this entry…