So far these are some of the poems that were written in very very difficult times in my life. So what your reading is alot of “Me” here..
I plan to add more in time. I’ll add them as I feel:)
Respect, love & responsibility
Are often forgotten.
For those who
love or have loved,
lost or are losing.
No one knows your pain
or respects your feelings,
you feel like a blur
a spot on the wall
Mourning the sorrow
inflicted by another
and then to grieve
in the same sad sorrow
Looking for the love
you had so longed for
only to have the door
slammed in your face.
Then comes the expectation
to be someone your not even allowed to be.
Responsibilty
is somehow forgotten
for what already had been done to you
And in the end
your the one they think needs
forgiveness.
Juliana.Toth©2000
the darkness entered my soul.
The memories of when,
death became all I had,
all I had and all I have
is myself and my death.My life is worthless to me and my dreams,
my dreams are just thoughts,
but happy ones,
because my thoughts are my death.I sit upon my bed in a darkened daze
just to dream I was in hell
with the devil, in his darkness.In the fiery flame, as I call
the “pit“
Those were and are memories of me;
They ARE the memories of Me!
